I asked you to hug me- you didn’t
I asked if I could drink-
you gave me a glass instead of letting me drink from the bottle
(I used to drink straight there)
I asked you to kiss me
I asked if I could kiss you
you pushed me away
turn your back on me
There is a limit to what I can take
A limit to what I can do
A limit to what I can feel
I have reached mine-
it’s time to let go.
You will come crawling back
You will beg for forgiveness
but you know what?
Maybe this time, just once-
I will betray my heart
and let you go…
What will define me
when every way my hand touches this pen
-and the very ink that endlessly comes out
are strokes and sillouettes of you?
What will move me out in the land of tears?
Without your ravishing presence- I cry
though everywhere I turn to feels like- you,
breathing for me and all I can do, is live
What will Heartbreak feels
when I haven’t let you go
and you live inside my heart-
in a place outside the touch of time?
What will alter my endless love
when what defines it is beyond reason
and what moves me is a hope for eternity
and Heartbreak doesn’t make me love you- less? Tell me…