Last night, I told my friend you’re the only one
I’ve always been so sure of.
That when I finally understood the art of not trusting anyone
you taught me to put my trust in you.
Everyday, you never fail-
to explore my left hand
It’s your favorite part because-
you said my scars are-
what makes me beautiful-
I didn’t believe you.
On our first month together, you gave me a wrist watch
said maybe I’d stop cutting if I knew-
you’ll be there watching me.
But there are days, and god are there days that-
Days that I’d made you feel like-
you’re a balloon tied on my wrist and-
I’m a reiterating mistake.
Cutting you all over again.
Revolving on a disconnected service that-
I know I only created.
And I don’t know how to make up for your love
I don’t know how you could love all the flaws dripping through my body
I don’t know what makes you stay
Even when there’ll be days like this- stay.
Even when I tell you to leave- stay
Even when my selfishness rear it’s ugly head- stay
You are my sky
and all the things of me are just the weather.
even with my uncertainties
you planted a seed of certainty-
one which was called
in the driest part
of my heart..
Stay, for you are the reason
I always choose to still-
© Bluesirie 20130507