Loneliness

I’m not here to write a poem
no, supposed I’m not here at all

I wanna know what loneliness feels like-

Does it feel like the tears
you kept so hard,
terribly hard-
from falling?

Feels like curled up,
hidden under your blanket
horribly scared
to look outside?

Does it feel like losing interest in everything?
“Quite, but you’re not there yet.”

Does it feel like being able to move
but not with all your freedom?
Wanting to be still, yet know
the world is moving you?

So, what does loneliness feels like?
If I hold back the tears
If I tried so hard to hide
Cut out my wrist
Would that be loneliness?

Because sometimes
sometimes
I wish
my world
could disappear
without a trace
of this thing
called

loneliness..

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